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Monday, June 30
- My life. life's been great so far, i guess. i'm working on the weekdays and resting at home on the weekends. in the past, i use to work 7 days a week without resting. sometimes i work up to 12 hours a day. dam tiring. i'm happy with the working hours i have now. but i really do miss the times when i'm working at CS. i miss those aunties and uncles. blahhh. =X ever since i started working. i start to think about my future, my life. am i stuck to the working accounts all my life? or can i be my own boss, selling clothes, bags or wallets or whatever stuff that is sellable. or can i be a auditor? auditing other company's accounts. or can i be a teacher? teaching students accounts, audit or some other stuffs that is teachable. i also think about my r/s with baby. cuz we did plan to get married in the future. he says it's about 5-6 years from now. and i'm pretty looking forward to it la. ツ sometimes i really don't wanna wait. i really hope to fast forward time, to go to the future. to the future which i dream of, the future which i want. but i fear, if i do that, it might not be the future that i want. cuz i'm kinda taking short cuts. =X so i guess, i've to go step by step towards my dreams and goals. as there's a say, 'there're no short cuts to goals and dreams. you've to work hard in order to achieve it.' (something lidat la) just thinking about my future makes me become real emotional. and sometimes, i shed tears because of it. when i'm sad and emotional, i'll pour all my sorrows and tears over to baby. and he never complaints when i do that. he quietly listens to me. and then sayang me. and says 'everything's gonna be fine, don't be afraid, i'll always be by your side.' today i'm sad again. and he makes me happy by saying this. ahahas. ツ  *click to enlarge omg, isn't he sweet? hee. too bad he's mine now. blahh. =X i love you hong zhenjun. i love you very very very much. till i cannot afford to lose you. without you in my life, i'm nothing. i really do love you. ツ i'm not smart. i've to admit that i'm blur and stupid and slow at times. and this makes me scared that when i ask a lot of questions at work. people will find me irritating. but i'm really glad that my colleagues are really patient and friendly and willing to help. and they can be really funny at times. ツ just 2 more months to september. and i'm getting stresser and stresser each day. i hope i can survive the 2 months without any problems or mistakes come looking for me. god, please bless me many many. i promise i'll not eat beef during these 2 months. =X anyway, i finally got to go out with my precious baby boy on this coming saturday. and i'm so so so excited about it. i'm gonna watch the movie 'Hancock' on saturday. here's the movie trailer. ツ i guess, this is the most word-est entry i've ever type ever since i started working. cuz i've been like so busy and tired. and hardly have the mood to blog, unlike school days. and yup, it's bed time now. gotta go. sweet dreams people. night. ツ 如果上帝将把我的眼睛拿走，我最后想看的人是你。 如果上帝将把我的嘴巴拿走，我最后想说的是我爱你。  spoke at : 9:12 pm |
counter music blogger  i'm YINGQIN people call me ELAINE sometimes attached since 150306 turning 19 on 20 September 1989 i like any orange & white stuffs i can be very blur and irriatating at times i share all my secrets with my dearest bf i've awesome friends who will go crazy with me i've funny working mates who'll never fail to make me laugh i love counting stars at night donald duck, S.H.E and backstreet boys are my loves i love to eat, especially crab nuggets from old chang kee, streaky bacon, sausages, hams, brocolli, cakes, pringles, sushi etc and etc. i like to sleep and daydream about wonderful stuffs i like to bake cakes and cookies i hate insects, esp cockroaches & beetles i can't stand to be alone i love to be in the crowd yup, that's me.ツ  click to add ツFriendster: oooyingqinooo click here for game info. ツ
my love  MR HONG ZHENJUN he's my guy. i love you baby. ツ wishlist for her - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - photo album of our photos - SLIM DOWN and weigh 48kg - stay healthy - change new phone - S.H.E alarm clock - more woodcraft toys - be tanned - GUCCI bag - get to meet S.H.E - put braces - more Rainie Inspired Singlesided Earrings - Nike hawaii shoe - get rid of those scars =X - go overseas with baobei - get my driving licence - be able to fulfill all my dreams - be ultra super rich - be happy everyday wishlist for him - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - more nike shoes - electric toothbrush - feather necklace - white psp slim - ps3 80gb - new BIG bag - v-cube 5x5, 6x6, 7x7 - cool black braclet - good results in poly - slim down and weigh 80kg - baobei to be happy forever - more shirts, jeans and pants - be ultra super rich important days - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 900th day [11 08 08] - 29th monthsary [15 08 08] - 30th monthsary [15 09 08] - 31st monthsary [15 10 08 - 32nd monthsary [15 11 08] - 1000th day [19 11 08] - 33rd monthsary [15 01 09] to be continued.. doll doll exits Click Here. ツ photos credits
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