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Friday, January 25
-  will i be able to continue my studies? school ended dam dam early today. cuz SW lesson was cancelled. ツ we got to know our results for our cash budgeting CA. and i passed and scored 91. yays. ツ went home after school immediately. waited for my brother to end school and i started to bake pandan cake. this time, it didn't turn out nice. in fact, it taste a lil' weird. and that's bacause i forgot to add in sugar. sad laaaa. T_T went out at bout 4plus to meet baobei and we went to walk round funfair. had dinner at pasta mania.  i had my favourite chicken sausage with combo B. yays. ツ went home at bout 6plus. cuz i couldn't stand the muscle aches that i have. i couldn't walk properly with those stupid aches. i feel as if im walking like a penguin. idiotic hell. zzz~ work will resume tml. i wonder how im going to work when im walking like a penguin. and i walk dam dam slow. i think customers will be irritated by my walking pace when they need my help to look for something. =X and also, my arm muscles aches too. i think customers will be dam irritated cuz now, i'll have to take a longer time to carry hams up and down the counter, as i've to bend down, which i can't now, cuz my stomach muscles ache too. OMG. i guess, my whole body muscles aches. oh what the hell. how am i suppose to work tml? *sigh and and and.    aren't these lambs CUTEEEE?? omg. LOL. anyway, off to youtube. bye world. ツ baobei, i know im not perfect in many ways, but i'll try my best to be your perfect baby. even if i cannot, i will try my very best. i will try my very best to be happy. sometimes i just feel that i am a burden to you. cuz im always having so much problems. i wanna be like the past when we're so happy. happy until as if im free of problems. free from everything. and during those days, im really very happy. i feel so blessed with you. i wanna be with you till forever, till the day i die. i even believe we can last forever. but, im really very lousy compared to you. my brain is so slow. my results are not good enough to compete with the others to go poly. but i really want to further my studies. poly is the only path where i can go now. if i can't get in, then that's it. i've to work. my parents cann't support me anymore. private schools are just way too expensive for them to pay for it. but i don't want to work. im dam afraid of the working world. the real working world is scary. i just want to study. *sigh i'm sorry. i'm already trying to be happy. trying to be happy everyday. but i just can't. it's hard. dam dam hard for me.  spoke at : 7:48 pm |
counter music blogger  i'm YINGQIN people call me ELAINE sometimes attached since 150306 turning 19 on 20 September 1989 i like any orange & white stuffs i can be very blur and irriatating at times i share all my secrets with my dearest bf i've awesome friends who will go crazy with me i've funny working mates who'll never fail to make me laugh i love counting stars at night donald duck, S.H.E and backstreet boys are my loves i love to eat, especially crab nuggets from old chang kee, streaky bacon, sausages, hams, brocolli, cakes, pringles, sushi etc and etc. i like to sleep and daydream about wonderful stuffs i like to bake cakes and cookies i hate insects, esp cockroaches & beetles i can't stand to be alone i love to be in the crowd yup, that's me.ツ  click to add ツFriendster: oooyingqinooo click here for game info. ツ
my love  MR HONG ZHENJUN he's my guy. i love you baby. ツ wishlist for her - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - photo album of our photos - SLIM DOWN and weigh 48kg - stay healthy - change new phone - S.H.E alarm clock - more woodcraft toys - be tanned - GUCCI bag - get to meet S.H.E - put braces - more Rainie Inspired Singlesided Earrings - Nike hawaii shoe - get rid of those scars =X - go overseas with baobei - get my driving licence - be able to fulfill all my dreams - be ultra super rich - be happy everyday wishlist for him - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - more nike shoes - electric toothbrush - feather necklace - white psp slim - ps3 80gb - new BIG bag - v-cube 5x5, 6x6, 7x7 - cool black braclet - good results in poly - slim down and weigh 80kg - baobei to be happy forever - more shirts, jeans and pants - be ultra super rich important days - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 900th day [11 08 08] - 29th monthsary [15 08 08] - 30th monthsary [15 09 08] - 31st monthsary [15 10 08 - 32nd monthsary [15 11 08] - 1000th day [19 11 08] - 33rd monthsary [15 01 09] to be continued.. doll doll exits Click Here. ツ photos credits
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