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Sunday, April 15
- why can't i be like any normal students? why muz i always burn up my holidays just to work? why can't i spent my weekends or public holidays at home or with my friends? i don't wanna work anymore.. i just wanna be like any other students who doesn't have to work and spend their weekends at home slacking or going out with their friends or boyfriend.. i just envy those ppl a lotx.. haish.. im just so shi bai.. im always asking myself.. why can't i pei my baobei go out during the weekends? why can't baobei and i be like any ordinary couple who goes dating in the weekends? im just so shi bai.. haish.. everytime when baobei is out with his friends during the weekends.. i just wish i could fly to his side and pei him go gai gai.. but i can't.. cuz i have to work.. can i just stop working?? im so tired of my life now.. can i just stop living tis kind of life? and why am i so stupid? why can't i be a lil' more clever? why am i always so gong? why am i always so toot? why can't i be a lil' more smart? why i always let ppl look down on me? why? why? why? im just so sad now.. *sobs* baobei.. i noe u've tried ur best to cheer me up.. but i just cannot smile.. im sorry.. =X my self confidence is gone.. realli gone now.. haish.. i shall learn to be smart now and excel in my studies.. i love you.. =D Labels: can't read my mind cuz I am unwritten  spoke at : 8:01 pm |
counter music blogger  i'm YINGQIN people call me ELAINE sometimes attached since 150306 turning 19 on 20 September 1989 i like any orange & white stuffs i can be very blur and irriatating at times i share all my secrets with my dearest bf i've awesome friends who will go crazy with me i've funny working mates who'll never fail to make me laugh i love counting stars at night donald duck, S.H.E and backstreet boys are my loves i love to eat, especially crab nuggets from old chang kee, streaky bacon, sausages, hams, brocolli, cakes, pringles, sushi etc and etc. i like to sleep and daydream about wonderful stuffs i like to bake cakes and cookies i hate insects, esp cockroaches & beetles i can't stand to be alone i love to be in the crowd yup, that's me.ツ  click to add ツFriendster: oooyingqinooo click here for game info. ツ
my love  MR HONG ZHENJUN he's my guy. i love you baby. ツ wishlist for her - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - photo album of our photos - SLIM DOWN and weigh 48kg - stay healthy - change new phone - S.H.E alarm clock - more woodcraft toys - be tanned - GUCCI bag - get to meet S.H.E - put braces - more Rainie Inspired Singlesided Earrings - Nike hawaii shoe - get rid of those scars =X - go overseas with baobei - get my driving licence - be able to fulfill all my dreams - be ultra super rich - be happy everyday wishlist for him - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - more nike shoes - electric toothbrush - feather necklace - white psp slim - ps3 80gb - new BIG bag - v-cube 5x5, 6x6, 7x7 - cool black braclet - good results in poly - slim down and weigh 80kg - baobei to be happy forever - more shirts, jeans and pants - be ultra super rich important days - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 900th day [11 08 08] - 29th monthsary [15 08 08] - 30th monthsary [15 09 08] - 31st monthsary [15 10 08 - 32nd monthsary [15 11 08] - 1000th day [19 11 08] - 33rd monthsary [15 01 09] to be continued.. doll doll exits Click Here. ツ photos credits
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