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Saturday, April 28
- 我不想活了.. im going insane soon.. im sorry folks.. there's no joke of the day today cuz i just wan to rant it out.. i cry the whole night ytd.. i didn't even sleep.. monday is the only day where i can meet baobei after school to go out for a short while.. and yet u're cancelling all tat away.. im onli going for a short movie with baobei on 7 may, monday.. and yet tat cannot be done.. and it's for the rest of the mondays.. you said im as if wanted to fly off, don wan to study.. well, i did study alright.. i did.. getting a GPA of 2.3.. u think i want tat? just knowing the fact tat even if i score straight As tis yr, i cannot even have a high chance of going poly, makes me feel dam idiot upset.. u think i don wan to go poly study ar? i want to.. just tat im stupid, like what u say.. im stupid.. stupid.. stupid.. STUPID !! im so stupid tat i can onli go study private after i graduate while others go poly.. locking me up at home, not allowing me to go out.. do u think i'll be happy tis way? have u ever seen any couples who cannot even go out on weekends and now even the weekdays? i don ask for anything.. i just want my monday back.. and now, i cannot even go out to relax a lil' after my studies.. i have to stay home all day long except for going sch and work.. i now feel as if im being locked up at home like a dumb prisoner.. monday, i cannot meet up with baobei.. for the rest of the day oso cannot.. then when the hell can i ever see him? he is my baobei, my boyfriend.. i do need my baobei.. i do need to see him.. if tat cannot be done.. then u can just better off kill me instead.. what u're doing now makes me think that u're separating me and baobei away.. well, i tell u.. im not leaving mr hong zhenjun.. till death do us apart.. u understand? TILL DEATH DO US APART !! i don't even think tat if i score well tis term, u'll be letting me off.. if tat's the case.. my birthday wish is gone.. i just wanna celebrate it with baobei.. tat's simple.. wtf.. fuck.. fuck.. FUCK !! i so feel like punching the wall again.. but i have to control myself.. cuz i don wan baobei to be even more sadder.. baobei, iloveyou.. i realli do.. life just sux so much.. baobei, can we get through tis tgt? i want tis to be over soon.. my head hurts so much now.. everytime when i've to think bout all these shit.. stupid, irritating headaches will come.. and it hurts a lot.. Labels: LIFE SUX  spoke at : 10:06 am |
counter music blogger  i'm YINGQIN people call me ELAINE sometimes attached since 150306 turning 19 on 20 September 1989 i like any orange & white stuffs i can be very blur and irriatating at times i share all my secrets with my dearest bf i've awesome friends who will go crazy with me i've funny working mates who'll never fail to make me laugh i love counting stars at night donald duck, S.H.E and backstreet boys are my loves i love to eat, especially crab nuggets from old chang kee, streaky bacon, sausages, hams, brocolli, cakes, pringles, sushi etc and etc. i like to sleep and daydream about wonderful stuffs i like to bake cakes and cookies i hate insects, esp cockroaches & beetles i can't stand to be alone i love to be in the crowd yup, that's me.ツ  click to add ツFriendster: oooyingqinooo click here for game info. ツ
my love  MR HONG ZHENJUN he's my guy. i love you baby. ツ wishlist for her - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - photo album of our photos - SLIM DOWN and weigh 48kg - stay healthy - change new phone - S.H.E alarm clock - more woodcraft toys - be tanned - GUCCI bag - get to meet S.H.E - put braces - more Rainie Inspired Singlesided Earrings - Nike hawaii shoe - get rid of those scars =X - go overseas with baobei - get my driving licence - be able to fulfill all my dreams - be ultra super rich - be happy everyday wishlist for him - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - more nike shoes - electric toothbrush - feather necklace - white psp slim - ps3 80gb - new BIG bag - v-cube 5x5, 6x6, 7x7 - cool black braclet - good results in poly - slim down and weigh 80kg - baobei to be happy forever - more shirts, jeans and pants - be ultra super rich important days - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 900th day [11 08 08] - 29th monthsary [15 08 08] - 30th monthsary [15 09 08] - 31st monthsary [15 10 08 - 32nd monthsary [15 11 08] - 1000th day [19 11 08] - 33rd monthsary [15 01 09] to be continued.. doll doll exits Click Here. ツ photos credits
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