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Thursday, January 4
- hubby.. im sorry.. realli sorry.. i don allow u to see those ugly scars because it's too ugly le.. u'll sure vomit when u see them de.. and i don wanna see how u react to them.. cuz i scared u see liao then.. arghh~ hubby, im sorry to let u worry.. im always so careless.. i don noe how to take care of myself.. and always let u worry.. i was controlling my tears all the way home on bus 300.. i feel like chopping off my right hand lahx.. =X i wanted to tell u something de.. but don noe how to start.. i got humiliated today.. got one aunty say bout my scars and burnt marks.. cuz my work uniform is short sleeve de.. so she saw everything.. i was so sad can.. feel like hiding in a hole.. =X i don think scars can be removed le.. haish.. *sobs* those burnt marks need at least 1 week to heal.. haish.. this time i realli got burnt until very jia lat.. this time the scar sure hen obvious de.. plus now i got a lotx of mosquito bites all over me.. i look more and more ugly le.. for eg my face.. =X ever since i started working at CS as a deli sales assistant.. i got so many scars and burnt marks le.. zzz~ i noe u say before u don mind about them.. but it's just too many le lahx.. i cannot tolerate it.. i hate looking at myself in full length mirror now.. =X i wish i could turn back time.. back to the time where i have no scars at all.. i shall apply more of the cream from now on.. cuz it does seem to work just tat it takes time for it to be gone.. and i wonder i long it takes for all of the scars to be gone.. =X hubby.. i love u a lotx a lotx de.. pls don ever leave me cuz i don noe wad i'll do without u.. you're my life, my everything.. I LOVE YOU..  spoke at : 9:14 pm |
counter music blogger  i'm YINGQIN people call me ELAINE sometimes attached since 150306 turning 19 on 20 September 1989 i like any orange & white stuffs i can be very blur and irriatating at times i share all my secrets with my dearest bf i've awesome friends who will go crazy with me i've funny working mates who'll never fail to make me laugh i love counting stars at night donald duck, S.H.E and backstreet boys are my loves i love to eat, especially crab nuggets from old chang kee, streaky bacon, sausages, hams, brocolli, cakes, pringles, sushi etc and etc. i like to sleep and daydream about wonderful stuffs i like to bake cakes and cookies i hate insects, esp cockroaches & beetles i can't stand to be alone i love to be in the crowd yup, that's me.ツ  click to add ツFriendster: oooyingqinooo click here for game info. ツ
my love  MR HONG ZHENJUN he's my guy. i love you baby. ツ wishlist for her - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - photo album of our photos - SLIM DOWN and weigh 48kg - stay healthy - change new phone - S.H.E alarm clock - more woodcraft toys - be tanned - GUCCI bag - get to meet S.H.E - put braces - more Rainie Inspired Singlesided Earrings - Nike hawaii shoe - get rid of those scars =X - go overseas with baobei - get my driving licence - be able to fulfill all my dreams - be ultra super rich - be happy everyday wishlist for him - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - more nike shoes - electric toothbrush - feather necklace - white psp slim - ps3 80gb - new BIG bag - v-cube 5x5, 6x6, 7x7 - cool black braclet - good results in poly - slim down and weigh 80kg - baobei to be happy forever - more shirts, jeans and pants - be ultra super rich important days - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 900th day [11 08 08] - 29th monthsary [15 08 08] - 30th monthsary [15 09 08] - 31st monthsary [15 10 08 - 32nd monthsary [15 11 08] - 1000th day [19 11 08] - 33rd monthsary [15 01 09] to be continued.. doll doll exits Click Here. ツ photos credits
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