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Wednesday, December 13
- today's wednesday.. a school day.. shall not talk bout wad happen in sch cuz it's basically the same.. =X went for lunch with nise, eve and da at the new coffee shop.. had small bowl noodle.. [translate directly from chinese] =X then went J-8 walk walk after that.. then after that went NP to find LU.. we went IMM walk walk for a while before going home.. reach home slighty before 6pm.. a short entry for today.. cuz i don noe wad to blog.. BYE !! LU.. though it's onli a few hours spend with u today.. but it still love it.. =D 2 more days till our 9th monthsary.. Long before i ever knew you, i loved the idea of you. Before i ever hear your voice, i listened for its assurance. Before i ever felt your touch, i desired it's gentleness. Before i returned your first kiss, i longed for its passion. Long before i knew you, i knew that i wanted only you. And when i found you, i knew that i would love you forever. i'll always love u LU.. i'm just so lousy.. i'm so lousy in everything i do.. i'm afraid of thunder.. onli small lil' girls are afraid of thunder.. how can a 17 yr old girl like me still afraid of the thunder.. ? i'm afraid of heights.. i cry easily.. i always hurt myself.. which results in so many scars.. hav u ever seen a gal with so many cut scars before?? i don think so bahx.. i applied the scar removal cream le.. but it's still there.. it just doesn't seem to fate away.. i hate my scars.. and this is also because i'm careless.. because i'm careless.. i often kena cut by knifves and the ham slicer while at work.. and because i'm careless.. i lost all my belongings.. i'm a blur sotong.. keep forget this forget that.. i'm always letting ppl worry for me.. i'm stupid oso.. depreciation is such a simple topic and yet i fail the dam test.. LU taught me depreciation the whole night.. and yet i failed the test.. last yr june.. LU taught me e-math.. and yet i fail math.. and i know.. he's disappointed in my results.. i've no manners too.. i often disobey my parents and talk rudely to my siblings.. and i think i did tat to my friends and LU too.. i don noe how to care for ppl.. i don noe how to express my feelings.. i know my dad is very xiin ku.. cuz his salary alone is just not enuff to feed the whole family.. i tried to help by working le.. but i'm still spending my money like tap water and not helping him to save for the family.. why am i still so childish?? why can't i think more sensibly?? my attitude sux too.. cuz i have attitude pro.. and ppl will buay song me sometimes.. and i oso don noe how to balance myself between bf, family and friends.. I'M JUST SO LOUSY LAHX.. i hate myself now.. want to hide in a hole now.. cuz i don wanna face the truth that i'm lousy.. why can't i be a better person?? Labels: LOUSY YINGQIN  spoke at : 6:26 pm |
counter music blogger  i'm YINGQIN people call me ELAINE sometimes attached since 150306 turning 19 on 20 September 1989 i like any orange & white stuffs i can be very blur and irriatating at times i share all my secrets with my dearest bf i've awesome friends who will go crazy with me i've funny working mates who'll never fail to make me laugh i love counting stars at night donald duck, S.H.E and backstreet boys are my loves i love to eat, especially crab nuggets from old chang kee, streaky bacon, sausages, hams, brocolli, cakes, pringles, sushi etc and etc. i like to sleep and daydream about wonderful stuffs i like to bake cakes and cookies i hate insects, esp cockroaches & beetles i can't stand to be alone i love to be in the crowd yup, that's me.ツ  click to add ツFriendster: oooyingqinooo click here for game info. ツ
my love  MR HONG ZHENJUN he's my guy. i love you baby. ツ wishlist for her - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - photo album of our photos - SLIM DOWN and weigh 48kg - stay healthy - change new phone - S.H.E alarm clock - more woodcraft toys - be tanned - GUCCI bag - get to meet S.H.E - put braces - more Rainie Inspired Singlesided Earrings - Nike hawaii shoe - get rid of those scars =X - go overseas with baobei - get my driving licence - be able to fulfill all my dreams - be ultra super rich - be happy everyday wishlist for him - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - more nike shoes - electric toothbrush - feather necklace - white psp slim - ps3 80gb - new BIG bag - v-cube 5x5, 6x6, 7x7 - cool black braclet - good results in poly - slim down and weigh 80kg - baobei to be happy forever - more shirts, jeans and pants - be ultra super rich important days - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 900th day [11 08 08] - 29th monthsary [15 08 08] - 30th monthsary [15 09 08] - 31st monthsary [15 10 08 - 32nd monthsary [15 11 08] - 1000th day [19 11 08] - 33rd monthsary [15 01 09] to be continued.. doll doll exits Click Here. ツ photos credits
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