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Sunday, April 2
- heyz... so sad today... i gonna be posted to another outlet le... [cold storage] next week start work in another outlet liao... i gonna miss those aunties there... they're so nice... posted to another outlet nvm u noe... but golden hair oso kena posted there lor... kns de... she working with me there lor... kns de... den shawn oso kena posted there... wa piang eh... i sway oso no need sway until like tat right... kns de lor... den msn acc kena hack... i change password liao... den oso add in all my contacts liao... i add like siao lor... kns de... 100 over contacts lor... kns de... fan ar fan... i so fan... cuz... family pro la... kns de... den now i working like siao to help pay the computer installments lor... den oso need pay for my sch uniform n books... wa piang eh !! why why why? why i so ming ku? why? why am i not born with a silver spoon to tis world? why why why? WHY???? haiz... i juz hav to ren ming ba... haiz... den tue i hallf day leave... cuz need to report to sch ma... ITE... den right... on tue i oso need go new outlet work lor... no choice... hav to push tat work load away... cuz need to go sch report... den i need to call michelle on mon morning to tell her i now can onli work on sat n sun le... cuz the new outlet dam far lor... den oso bu fang bian... wa piang eh !! haiz... if michelle say cannot right... den i'll hav to quit le lor... den the computer installments... my sch uniform n books... haiz... tat's it for now ba.. gonna go for my dinner le... bb kero... oh ya... tis song lyrics is so meaningful... Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry Every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry In the middle of the night Over the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you  spoke at : 5:16 pm |
counter music blogger  i'm YINGQIN people call me ELAINE sometimes attached since 150306 turning 19 on 20 September 1989 i like any orange & white stuffs i can be very blur and irriatating at times i share all my secrets with my dearest bf i've awesome friends who will go crazy with me i've funny working mates who'll never fail to make me laugh i love counting stars at night donald duck, S.H.E and backstreet boys are my loves i love to eat, especially crab nuggets from old chang kee, streaky bacon, sausages, hams, brocolli, cakes, pringles, sushi etc and etc. i like to sleep and daydream about wonderful stuffs i like to bake cakes and cookies i hate insects, esp cockroaches & beetles i can't stand to be alone i love to be in the crowd yup, that's me.ツ  click to add ツFriendster: oooyingqinooo click here for game info. ツ
my love  MR HONG ZHENJUN he's my guy. i love you baby. ツ wishlist for her - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - photo album of our photos - SLIM DOWN and weigh 48kg - stay healthy - change new phone - S.H.E alarm clock - more woodcraft toys - be tanned - GUCCI bag - get to meet S.H.E - put braces - more Rainie Inspired Singlesided Earrings - Nike hawaii shoe - get rid of those scars =X - go overseas with baobei - get my driving licence - be able to fulfill all my dreams - be ultra super rich - be happy everyday wishlist for him - ROM at 23 yr old - marry at 25 yr old - more nike shoes - electric toothbrush - feather necklace - white psp slim - ps3 80gb - new BIG bag - v-cube 5x5, 6x6, 7x7 - cool black braclet - good results in poly - slim down and weigh 80kg - baobei to be happy forever - more shirts, jeans and pants - be ultra super rich important days - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 900th day [11 08 08] - 29th monthsary [15 08 08] - 30th monthsary [15 09 08] - 31st monthsary [15 10 08 - 32nd monthsary [15 11 08] - 1000th day [19 11 08] - 33rd monthsary [15 01 09] to be continued.. doll doll exits Click Here. ツ photos credits
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